i just want to set something straight.
the last blog was not a cry for sympathy, nor was it a lack of appreciation for anyone that's helped me along the way.
it was more or less a very raw moment of loneliness and anxiety. even though it was a vulnerable thing for me, i wanted to illustrate to the world that i'm feeling petrified of what i got myself into.
and when you feel lost like that, it's hard to convince yourself that the big task that you've taken on is the right one- that it's actually what you're supposed to be doing... that you need to keep going through with what you believe in. AND- when you don't have any sort of budget, it's even harder to ask for help.
SO here's where i want to thank everyone that has helped me in any way. it really does mean a lot to me and i will pay you back somehow. i will.
stacey tomon and the townhouse
mary rae arvizu, makeup artist
jason ice, artist
green nessa lantern, artist
anyone that helped me search out dates
all of the blog followers
and everyone who has sent over encouraging words